Recently in one of my posts I mentioned how normally at this time of year I have absolutely no urge to dress at all. About this time of year I will have not even checked my fem email since about April and it will be filled to the gills. I hardly even think about dressing but for brief moments that are usually quick to leave. But this summer is different,
Around April i grudgingly removed the polish from my toes and stopped shaving my legs and after a few days was starting to return to my summer manly appearance and soon was not feeling any urge to dress at all. This lasted till about mid June sometime when the urge seemed to all of the sudden jump back in with a vengeance. Now like I said in Cynthia is not dead, my job has me being on a lot of roofs in the hot sun for multiple hours in a day and let me tell you by the time I get done at the end of the day the last thing I want to do is spend many hours getting all dressed up, on the other hand I WANT TO SPEND MANY HOURS GETTING DRESSED UP. It is a real vicious circle.
Wanting to get get dressed and knowing I can’t causes lots of stress. I think for the time being the only real dressing I am going to be able to do is under dressing after work, there is no way I will wear bra and panties under my guy clothes to work because that would be the day I get hurt and have to go to the hospital.
We will have to see if this helps with the urges or if this just makes me want to dress even more.